Cooking

I have no idea what to write about today...

Cause it wasn't the best day if I'm honest.

But I don't want to write another post like that. Too much negativity. So I should write something good and positive.

I'm having a dinner party type thing tomorrow.

It's so grown up. Haha. But see I LOVE cooking. That probably would've been my third career choice after performer and makeup artist is a chef. Because I love it.

I just haven't been cooking much for the past year cause it's honestly such a pain in the ass to do it here at my dad's house. There's always tons of questions of what I'm making, how I'm making it, the ingredients, etc. that I just get exhausted and annoyed and it's no longer fun.

But in general, I find cooking incredibly therapeutic. It's so awesome for me to just cook, maybe enjoy a glass of wine, put on my favorite music and be. It's as close to the peace and home feeling I get onstage. It's just best when I'm alone lol Once there's people there, no matter how much I love them, it's like they're in my bubble. However, I LOVE to cook meals for people too. Hence my fancy schmancy dinner party for my friends tomorrow haha

It'll be nice to go to Trader Joe's, pick out the ingredients, do some prep work and all of that. The whole process is just so fun for me. I wish I could do it more often. Let's see if I remember to take pictures and let you guys know how it all turned out tomorrow.

Anyway, I'm going for a 3 mile run early in the morning so hope y'all have a great night and sweet dreams.

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